This Love is Complicated


BY ESHUA JOSEPH CHIGOZIE

PLEASE take back the whole world and give me back my pride, take back this trauma and bring back my love. Let this cup roll over me, this is just too much to bear.


How I wish, that 4 letter word never exist. She had this sober reflection all by herself, she was reminiscing on the good time she had with wisdom.


Am just a shadow of myself, where can I go from here. All the odds are visibly against me, am just like a serial killer trying to unmasked a tinted riffle.







Can he ever come back to me? Can I ever hear his unique voice again, can I ever hear him call me baby again?



All of this question she envisage inwardly. Why did I let him go, after what we have shared, why did I become so elusive in the turf of love, I became my own downfall.


He loved me with everything he has, he was there for me when I was down and out. Although we had little difficulties, but it was never up to that limit to ditched him.


Despite I was weak, he was my source of inspiration and strength, he loves me more than anything in this world, he apologizes with a clear conscience, but I pierced his heart with the sharpest 🔪 sword of all time.






I automatically betrayed our love. I jilted him with someone that pretended to be a saint, how foolish I was.



How I wish I can turn back the hands of time and tell wisdom how much I love him, and how much I am sorry.



But maybe it's just too late, maybe I just have to live with my guilt for life because that's my fate. Now am here all alone and nobody tangible to call my own. How I let the special love of my life sleep off my hands.


Even if you have moved on with your life, JUST GIVE ME THIS LAST TIME JUST TO SAY AM SORRY, WISDOM AND TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU, EVEN THOUGH I KNOW ITS TOO LATE.

ESHUA JOSEPH. C. #